I have always liked Christmas and always look forward to them. I was looking forward to this year’s cos it would be the first for M , first as in he would actually be able to socialise and enjoy himself. Have / had a lot of things lined up…lunch / dinner parties but then now everything is hanging in mid-air cos I dunno if Iz  will be well by then. Rightly he should cos by then it would be 10 days already but well…can’t tell for sure.

Hmm..always seem like the more u look forward to something, the more likely it is for plans to get deflated. And of course then greater the disappointment. But now I want nothing more than everyone to be healthy. I miss home…dun really like staying outside of home.I miss the air-con, i miss my bed, i miss Ch 55, I miss being able to laze around in front of the telly. And of course most of all, I miss Iz and Jeremiah. And am sure Iz misses M too…maybe even more than he misses me

Hmm…since Iz is homebound…guess I will not be getting my Christmas pressie this year. Sigh…and yet another disappointment. I love getting pressies cos I like seeing what kind of effort the giver has put in..

Please, please …let Iz get well soon and for M to stay healthy and be rid of all germs.